Adios, 2018. I’ve got mixed feelings about you.

You delivered some good stuff, but you jabbed me in the gut a few times, too.

Last year I hit some big goals. I learned to surf. I improved my photography, I turned in a rough manuscript for a book.  I kept adventuring. I celebrated 20 years at the Austin American-Statesman, and 20 years of marriage to my husband Chris.

Then I quit my job to go freelance.

I won’t lie – I’ve cried rivers of tears since my last day at the Austin American-Statesman in mid-September. But last year’s resolution (and one I’ve written every year for the last five years) to reduce stress led me here. Now I’m writing for multiple publications, at my own pace.

It’s 2019 now, and I like to look ahead, not back. That means I need to set some fresh New Year’s resolutions.

I try to cover all areas of my life when I set my yearly goals. I try to keep them attainable and at least some of them measurable. I like variety, too, so I usually include stuff that keeps me healthy and fit, personal goals and something wacky or unusual. (One year I vowed to learn to start a fire using the bow method. Nailed it!)

Have you set your New Year’s resolutions? I’d love to hear what they are.

Without further fanfare, I present this year’s list:

1. ARCTIC EXPEDITION: I quit my job to write about really big adventure, and I’m planning a trip to the Arctic this summer to follow an Austin paddler aiming to become the first person to paddle the Northwest Passage.
2. TEXAS WATER SAFARI: I had so much fun covering the Texas Water Safari last year (story coming soon) that I’ve decided to paddle it myself this year. Two veteran paddlers invited me to join their three-woman team, and training has begun.
3. FREELANCE: I want to see my byline in major publications.
4. FINISH THAT BOOK: I’ve turned in a draft, now I want to see my book about Texas land conservationist J. David Bamberger in print.
5. PHOTOGRAPHY: I love taking photographs. I’m working hard to improve. I’ve got a long way to go, but I’m making progress.
6. CHARGE MORE: It’s time to ask for more money for my writing work. I’m worth it.
7. CELEBRATE: I’m pulling out the party hats and horns every opportunity I get, because every moment counts.
8. DINNER PARTIES: I used to think people judged the food or the cleanliness level of my home when they came to visit. They don’t – at least my friends don’t. They come to enjoy the company. I love dinner parties. I’m hosting more of them.
9. LESS STRESS: This one makes the list every year, and I never accomplish it. Now maybe I can.
10. LOVE, LOVE, LOVE. Find it, show it, share it.

Chris LeBlanc hikes the Cinco Tinajas trail at Big Bend Ranch State Park on Dec. 29, 2018. Pam LeBlanc photo

I just returned from West Texas last night, and have been fielding lots of questions from readers who want to know how the government shutdown has affected park operations in Big Bend.

Planning a trip west? Here are eight things to know before you go:

1. Yes, Big Bend National Park is open – but no services are available. That means all campgrounds, visitor centers and restrooms are closed, nobody is issuing back country permits and certain heavily used areas are shut.
2. No, you can’t just camp without a permit. Well, you could – and I saw at least 20 people doing that, some on the South Rim Trail in the Chisos Mountains and others in the desert – but you shouldn’t.
3. Will you get in trouble if you do? Maybe. I saw more law enforcement vehicles on park roads than during any other visit. You could get ticketed for camping without a permit.
4. Again, all campgrounds are completely closed. No one is allowed to camp without a permit.
5. If you have reservations at the Chisos Basin Lodge, you’re fine. The lodge, which is run by an outside concessionaire and not the federal government, is operating as usual. So are the restaurant and park store in the basin.
6. Restrooms are closed, so please plan according. Pack out all toilet paper. I was discouraged by the amount of toilet paper I spotted tucked behind bushes and boulders. Think of the park as your yard; act accordingly.
7. The Santa Elena Canyon trailhead and trail are closed. So is Old Maverick Road and the Boquillas border crossing.
8. Don’t speed. Stick to the park’s 45 mph limit. I saw law enforcement pull over two vehicles during my stay.

We spent a night in the bunkhouse at Big Bend Ranch State Park, where a bed will set you back $35 and you can cook meals in the community kitchen. Pam LeBlanc photo

Should you still go to Big Bend if you already had a trip planned? Yes, as long as you understand you can’t camp while you’re there.

I’ve read reports of people trashing areas around restrooms at other national parks (Yosemite, for example), but so far that’s not happening at Big Bend.

If you can get a place to stay outside the park – Study Butte, Terlingua and Marathon are all in easy driving range – or if you have reservations at the lodge, you shouldn’t be affected by the shutdown.

Yep, the government shutdown means campgrounds, visitor centers, restrooms and some trails inside the park are all closed. Pam LeBlanc photo

I had planned to camp two nights in the desert at the national park before checking into the lodge in Chisos Basin. I diverted those first two nights to Big Bend Ranch State Park farther west, where the only slot open was a space in the group camping area near the park headquarters at Sauceda. Actually, it’s not bad for a group camping area, with a dozen nicely separated tent pads, each with its own covered picnic table.

A brisk cold front blew through our first night. We ate steak dinners in the cab of our truck as the temperatures plummeted and the wind kicked up, then got progressively colder as the seams on our old car camping tent failed and our air mattress slowly lost air.

We ditched the tent and grabbed beds in the park’s bunkhouse the next day. That worked out well – the facility is divided into a men’s side and women’s side, with no-frills cubby holes for people to sleep and a community kitchen where we cooked up chicken stew. (Cost is just $35 per person per night.)

The diversion gave us a good excuse to hike to the Fresno Canyon overlook one day (access via the Puerta Chilicote trailhead), and revisit lovely Cinco Tinajas, where it’s an easy walk up a creek bed into a twisty slick of stair-stepped, water-filled pools. The park is big and beautiful and full of rugged (and deserted) trails.

The next day we loaded up and drove Highway 170 (aka River Road) to Lajitas, where we spend about three hours on my favorite little-known trail at Big Bend National Park – the Mesa de Anguila trail, which departs from a trailhead behind employee housing for Lajitas Resort. (It surprised me to discover a few years ago that this trail is part of the national park, not the state park.)

Chris LeBlanc looks over the Rio Grande from a spur trail off the Mesa de Anguilla trail behind Lajitas. Pam LeBlanc photo

Follow the trail about 30 minutes through the flat desert, then make the climb up the gully. When you get to the top (it took us about an hour and 15 minutes), look for a spur trail off to your right. Climb that hill. From the top, look south. You’ll get a perfect view of a huge horseshoe bend in the Rio Grande – one of the best views in all the park.

We headed to the national park next, where we checked into the fully-functioning Chisos Basin Lodge.

We tackled 15 miles on the South Rim and Northeast Rim trails in the Chisos the next day (a classic Texas hike), and squeezed in a stroll up to Balanced Rock (off of Grapevine Hills Road) the next morning before driving back to Austin.

Chris LeBlanc takes in the view from the South Rim of Big Bend National Park on New Year’s Eve 2018. Pam LeBlanc photo